Exceedingly, Abundantly
- Ephesians 3:20.


the problem with many of us nowadays,
we get too easily enamored with our own plans.
we aim to do noble and potentially difficult things,
then we assume that we're experiencing the maximum potential for our lives,
and that God must be pleased with us.


the thing i learned from QT last night.
is that,
we can never set a goal too big,
an attempt so significant.
that God doesnt have something far greater that He can do through you and in you.


for example. Saul worked really hard.
probably harder than anyone else to impress God with his efforts.
only to discover that his greatest achievements were but rubbish compared to God's will
( Philippians 3)


God sees the bigger picture.
bigger than we can even hope to imagine to see.
until we've heard from Him -
He who's power far exceeds our limited and narrow imagination.
we must put aside our personal agenda, however lofty.
we must never be satisfied with our own dreams, for they are finite at best.


i think that nowadays,
everyone's obsessed with pursuing their own aspiration, ambitions and "dreams"
they show blatant disregard for the feelings of others.
in deep dark naked truth.
without hesitation, they are willing to step all over anyone in their way.
backstabbing, bad-mouthing, humiliating, black-mailing.
there's no integrity in words or promises anymore.


but, i seriously believe.
if you're depending on nothing but yourself.
pursuing things of your own,
when you do get the job you've always wanted.
the achievements you've been pining for.
the bf/gf you've been yearning for.
the lifestyle you've been moulding out.
[ seeing how many years it could take ]


do you think you'll be satisfied ?
there is a void, a sense of eternity in everyone of us.
nobody an exception.
everyone is always seeking more.
there never seems to be enough.
trust me,
i know for sure, 100000%
that you wont be satisfied.
maybe short term yes.
but you'll always have that feeling of inadequacy tugging on you.
that feeling of insufficiency and unacceptance.
and no matter WHAT you do.
no matter which new opportunity you ride on.
it will never fulfill you.


there's a God that loves you unconditionally.
a touch from Him can change your life(:
all you have to do is seek Him.


"And whatever things you as in prayer, believing, you will receive"
- Matthew 21:22


you dont even have anything to lose.
haha :D


lalala ~
okay, anyway.
going for the PGSM preview later again.
ohmytian! it's like my 3rd time.
honestly, i'm really really glad Julia's considering this option.
and i really hope she finds what she's looking for.
i seriously do(:


with school for the j2s starting this monday.
the wheel will finally start turning.
and life is hasten into a sprint once again.
please let this year be a good one.
i really really really really hope it will be.
i realised i havent put my personal resolutions ? haha.